My first love

As Iâ??m starring at the clock

Time is slowly ticking away

Ten, nine, eight, seven

How much suffering do I have to pay?

I start to get so nervous

I start to twist my hair.

Four, three, two, one

And I bolt right out of my chair.

I walk out the door

Thinking only about you

â??How will his hug feel todayâ?¦

â??â?¦because itâ??s one day overdue?

Will he pass me with

a wink and smile?

Or come right up to me, so sure of himself

And hold me for a long while?

It doesnâ??t matter,

I miss him so much!

His lean body up against mine

And making me crazy with just one touch

When he looks at me,

Happy or all full of tears

When he holds me so close,

I loose all sense of fear

Britney act casual

Just doing what you always do

Because you know, no matter what!!

Heâ??ll always love you.

There he is

God, look at that smile!

And those arms he holds me so strongly with

That boy, he drives me wild.

Right next to him stands that girl.

Smothering him with worthless hugs.

Bleh, she thinks sheâ??s his heart!!

Saying, â??Oh! Youâ??re my anti-drug!!â??

The jealousy starts to surround me

My face starts to get red hot

I am his EVERYTHING!

And I KNOW she is not!

You should have seen her face...

â?¦When I slinked my arms around his neck

he whispered in my ear â??baby, you are my worldâ??

He held me close, it was so intense!

Unlike he did, with that other girl.

The next day was a little different

He kissed me neck before a simple â??helloâ??

And he promised me that

He would â??never let me goâ?¦â??