Hold me close, never let me go
Talk to me gently; speak the words I wanna hear
Give me my strength back, and my desire for life
Make me forget about the pain and about the knife
This is what I need but you don't understand
I know that you are frightened and that you are trying to reach out a hand
I am also scared but it feels like it's just the same
If I die or if i live, both is going to be a shame
My life is never gonna be the way it was before
Now everything is so painful that it's just a matter of time before I close the door
To everyone I once loved, to the love I tought was true
To give my pain an end and everyone I care for a new BETTER beginning, that's exactly what I need to do
I'd rather die in shame than live like this for the rest of my years
I have to end this pain I feel cuz I'm tired of crying all these tears
So here are some last words to everyone who has ever touched my heart
To everyone whom I've known and to everyone with whom I've part:
"Don't blame yourself, this is all my fault, I just wasn't strong
Just forgive me for being so weak and for not having the will to fight
In my living life I was struggling with the things they said was wrong
And I decided to die and give everyone a new beginning is what is RIGHT!"
