Im For Real

I keep all my feelings locked inside
It's like a journal or diary that I can hide
But it's been hidden so far that no one knows
That the pages grow and grow
I talk and talk but nobody hears
It's like they don't even have ears
Sometimes I just want to hide
Not only the pain I feel inside
But the pain I've cried
All my enemies and foes, they don't know
Not even my friends feel how I feel inside
I try not to show it
But it's like it's written all over my clothes
Like people can read my thoughts
I'm about to explode, burst into tears and cry out loud
I can't even explain how, how I feel
What's for real
I'm for real!