One last time

I've been waiting forever
for you and your words
But the doubt now infests me
wish I'd never heard

I carry on breathing
To drown in your smile
But you put me down sober
And nothing's worthwhile

When you make me feel I'm not worth love
I screw things up, I've had enough
I ruin everything I tried
I only came to say goodbye

'Cause now I feel worthless
A waste of good space
Only wanted to show
You were wanted always

Every good deed I instigate
Drives you away
Emotional suicide
Failed me again

When you make me feel I'm not worth love
I screw things up, I've had enough
I ruin everything I tried
I only came to say goodbye

I only came to say goodbye
Wipe my eyes, turn out the light
To stand and watch you sleep tonight
and long for your kiss one last time

When you make me feel I'm not worth love
I screw things up, I've had enough
I ruin everything I tried
I only came to say goodbye

(If you don't want me, I don't want myself)