Lately you're all I think about.
No matter what I'm doing.
You're the one thing on my mind.
I captured all the memories.
The good, the bad.
What we used to be.
What we should be.
Wishing, dreaming, hoping, even praying.
That one day we'll be together again.
But until then,
I keep hiding my pain, my tears.
It's all hidden underneath a fake smile.
I'm living a lie.
A lie that says we don't belong together.
A lie that says you're not in my life anymore.
One day I hope you'll see the truth.
I'll never ever forget you.
Your smile, laugh, touch, looks, and smell.
It all keeps me going, believing.
I'll never give up.
For it's what my heart tells me what's right
So for now I'll keep living a lie.
Await for that day you see the truth.
Nothing will stop me from waiting for you.
Not the time it takes, my depression, pain, or tears.
I'll keep going on like every thing's fine.
Even though in reality, I suffer each day.
It will be fine when we're together again.
So until that day I'll live in my lie,
Hidden underneath my fake, fake smile.
The only thing that is true in this whole mess,
Is that I love you.
I truly do.
Everything about you is what I need,
What I want.
I just can't seem to be able to live without you.
It's because, I love you.
