Just tell me

Here goes my heart breaking again
i should of known that in the end we would not be friends
you would always be out having a good time
i would be stuck at home crying my eyes out with you on my mind
when we first started talking you liked my friend
i should of known you would chose her over me in the end
it was so stupid for me to think that what we had would last
i gave u my all, but i don't know why cause tomorrow i would just be looking at the past
what we have is over and i am all sad
i still cant believe you would just throw away everything that we had
the only thing i get from you are tears
at night i cry so much and i haven't even known you for a year
from last month to this month things between us are starting to change
i know after this our friendship wont be the same
each day what we have i starting to decrease
it breaks my heart cause when i call you, I'm lucky if i get to talk to you for 2 minutes at least
maybe i should be the bigger one and end this now, cause you obviously don't want to say how you feel to my face
so just tell me if someone else has taken my place
just tell me if you want me to go away
or just tell me if you want me to leave or to stay
just tell me