Not Worth Anything

I stand here,
Cold as Ice,
I can't move this time,
The pain inside,
Cuts as deep as knices,
Rejections always hurts,
But not like this before,
I know the truth..

I'm too Ugly,
Not worth your time,
Not even worth a dime,
Having feelings for me is like doing a crime,
And I wish I could die...

Everyone ask me if I'm fine,
And I fake a smile,
A word,
A gesture,
And a saying that\'s not the truth,
The sarcastic "I\'m Fine",
I need to run away and hide,
Starve myself and die.....

I'm too Ugly,
Not worth your time,
Not even worth a dime,
Having feelings for me is like doing a crime,
And I wish I could die...

Can you take a look in my eyes?
Tell me what you see...
A young girl crying inside...
Reaching out for anything that can help...
She feels:
Pain,
Sorrow,
Hurt,
Rejection,
And fear....

I'm too Ugly,
Not worth your time,
Not even worth a dime,
Having feelings for me is like doing a crime,
And I wish I could die...

I fake the smiling,
While inside I'm dieing,
And on the inside I'm also crying,
I cut my wrist,
One deep slit down,
And the bloods going everywhere,
And I knew this time i was going to die...

I'm too Ugly,
Not worth your time,
Not even worth a dime,
Having feelings for me is like doing a crime,
And I wish I could die...

I knew the truth....
You didn't even care...
So There.......