Even after all these days
after all these months
thoughts of you are still
drowning my mind.
i miss you more with every breath
and i can't see through this haze
i can't stop thinking of the way things were
or maybe could have been.
how could i have been so stupid
or how could i have been so wrong.
how can one mistake ruin everything we had
and leave me with nothing at all?
i miss you more every day
with every second in every way.
my diamond eyes can't cry anymore tears
and my golden hair is soaked
from the tears i cried while lying on the bathroom floor
so no one would hear the noise.
yeah i still miss you.
how can i not.
everyone thinks that i have forgot
i say to them "i never will, i will always love him
he was the first one that i loved
and for that he will always be a part of me."
end of story you'll always be a part of me.
