Waiting...

You left your house and slammed the back door
With a gun hidden in your hoody with no use for

You didn't come back in a few days
My whole world was going into a craze

I spent EVERY NIGHT waiting for you
Staring out my window while the stars peaked through

After school, I'd see if you came home
But you weren't there, i was still alone

So much time i spent, sitting and waiting!
So much agony and anticipating...

Waiting is what i did for you
Waiting to see if you'd come through

Waiting to see my best friend here
Waiting to feel the banishment of this fear

But no more do i have to wait
No more, I'm just now full of hate

The waiting stopped and so did your life
A cigarette box filled with tissues but no knife

A gunshot straight through the head of my soul
Your head resembles my heart and the hole

When i was told to stop waiting
I cried because they were the words i were hating

No more do i have to wait to see your face
No more do i have to wait for you to come back to this place

You're never coming back here anymore!
I should have done what i wanted to do before!

Now i have to wait to say goodbye
I have to wait and i have to cry

I have to wait to tell you that i love you
And this waiting is killing ME too

I miss you and now i have to wait!
And everything i wanted to tell you, well now it's too late!