Help me!

My flesh is being jerked
One way then another

I want to speak out
But i've lost my breath to another

Someone stop me
Tell me to breath

I'm my own intoxication
It's all cause my seed

My mind is a mosh pit
I can't think anymore

My heart is not pumping
it has turned so sore

aaaaaahhhhhh to soar
to feel free again

My heart is locked up
It's not to bend

I can't take this no more
My insides are all tore

Help me open my eyes
My life is of cries

Help help!
Someone save me please

I can't stop doing this
I can't even sleep

My heart gets faster and faster
It's about to explode

I have no where to go
And nothing to show

My mind is made up
Or is it?I plea

Am I doing right?
Or am I just frowned in this sea?

Stella Richardson