Happy ending

We had our little thing once, your stares and my tears,
I was under your control and always full of fears
I lived each day wondering what you would do to me,
The damages were clear, the truth so obvious to see
And even after you left the stress was still inside
I wanted to forget the past and believe me I tried
But things never finished how I wanted them to end,
I wanted everything to be solved and for you to be my friend.
I did move on and it felt great but I saw you again
And when I saw you stare at me I remembered all the pain.
While the hurt faded to nothing I still felt the story was incomplete
But I knew a happy ending would make everything complete

The other day I saw you for the first time in a year
But this time I felt so calm and felt so little fear
And you took no notice of the fact that I was there
You said nothing and did nothing, you didn't even stare.
And in that moment I knew I found my happy end
A world where you don't notice me and I don't want you as a friend.

*** I figured after I saw her that she has moved on and I thought my old view of a happy ending was so much different to my new one. I think it's just better that she does ignore me and why should I want her as a friend after all that has happened. ***

May 13th 2006 7:38 pm