Walls are the cure

Nothing ever distracts these thoughts and the feelings that's attached to them,
even though I try so hard to numb it all they keep surfacing.
I see you in every thought I have, slowly picking away at the dust that I'm made of.
Memories consumed, I'm a hand full of open wounds,
and inside I realize I perpetuate our love.

I'm knocking on the walls

Scratching on the floors

Trying to find the cure

But you won't let me surface to breathe, mi amour.

You've become a part of me,
even though I try so hard to distinguish your friendship from love,
I can't help but watch you as you turn your back deilberatly.
And I have nothing to say,
I wana be pushed aside and pushed away.
Make her remember that condescending talk she told me I oughta see.
I'll let her her know I'm not remembering these things deliberatly.

I'm SCREAMING at the walls

Scratching on the floors

Trying to find the cure

But you won't let me surface to breathe, mi amour