No One Knows

She silently closed the door although no one was home.
Tumbled to her bed.
Buried her face into the blood-stained pillow.
Screamed out to the world but no one heard a sound.
Muffled sounds of a chilling cry.
She knew many ways to just end it all.
A slit of the wrist, a bottle of pills, rope around her neck.
Black flames are dancing on the table stand.
Purple rain drops drip from the ceiling.
She slips into unconscious sleeping.
She dreams of drowning in black water.
Dreams of a funeral where she is laying on bare ground.
Everyone around, laughing all around.
She feels someone touch her arm.
Now she is being shaken.
They are screaming now.
She can see a familiar face staring down at her.
Her dear mother it is.
She's screaming to her mom.
she can hear her own screams but her mother cannot.
She's praying to God to help her wake up.
She hears the words"Its all over now"
She screams out loud that she didn't know.
Its too late now.
She sees her body still laying on the bed.
But she is a spirit in between worlds now.
She realizes she's dead.
No one but her knows the real reason why.
Was it suicide or murder?
They will never know.
Maybe it was neither.
No one will know.
The truth will never be revealed.
She made fate with the devil.
Her mother left crying.
Her father never knowing.
Caring friends and loving family left with many questions unanswered.
She's lost now.
And no one knows where.