Sometimes I wonder if my life is really worth living
There are times I feel like there's no more for me to keep giving
My hopes and dreams have been scattered to the wind
There are very few people I can actually call a friend
My life hasn't always been this way
There was once a time I thought tomorrow would bring a better day
But those times didn't last very long
I started to feel this world was a joke and I didn't belong
I hurt so many people, this I can't deny
Maybe things could've been different if I just had of tried
Back in the day I was always lookin' for someone to blame
But it's only now I realize I'm the one who carries the shame.
