My Pain

Every time I think of you
You make me want to cry
Every time you say my name
I wish that you’d just die

I close my eyes so that you
Wont see my salty tears
Im drowning in your darkness
And swallowed by all my fears

Its not easy to forget
The pain you made me feel
Countless times I lay there
Wishing you weren’t real

As time passes on
My hate only gets worse
My nerves are abandoning and
Ill be numb by the end of this verse

Everyday I see your face
How can you smile at me
I know all of your tricks now
Its through you that I see

Next time you look at me
I hope you feel the shame
Of how my love has abandoned you
And all you can feel is pain