X Life x

I wanted to end my life
just let go of the pain and strife
but now i know its not the way
now i know that i must stay

my friends have made me see
that this is where i really should be
i now look on the past
but i know this pain cannot last

i tried and tried but in the end
i lost the fight to be "one of them"
but now i see who i am supposed to be
and that is simply me

through all the pain and grief
i i have turned over a new leaf
and a lesson life has taught
is its too short to stay distraught

*I know that this poem doesn't really have a consistent train of thought but it's really what i now feel about life*