I cant take it anymore
i just want to get my head and bang it against the door
I dont have the balls to tell him how i feel
I want to tell him my feeling for him are real
When i go up to him i cannot speak
my heart and mouth become so weak
I just wish i can be his girlfriend
But i cant because its __Dezi's____ boyfriend
I wish he would leave her
so no more would i have to suffer
I want him to see the real me
__Dezis__ fake but he just cant see
But it's to late for my heart has turned to frost
Because it was me he LOST!