Goodbye

No one sees the pain inside,
All this hurt I can no longer abide.

I just want to end my life now,
just to stand up and give my last bow.

What I should do to end my life,
could easily be done with a knife.

All this pain and anger builds up,
every night I pour blood into a cup.

I wish these people could see
just what they're doing to me.

I wish I could get rid of the pain I hold,
I feel as if my life has been sold.

No body listens to what I have to say,
So it would be better for me to go away.

Everynight I burst out crying,
Making people happy, I'm sick of trying.

My house feels like a prison,
Everythings so blurry now, I'm losing my vision.

I run out to the streets crying out my pain,
I take the knife and put it through my vein.

You say you can help me,
But I don't want it, leave me be.

When I was young I got hit,
I'm sorry daddy this is it!

I'm sick of your nasty little games,
Nothings ever going to be the same.

All these memories fill my head,
as I sit and cry on my bed.

I just want this all to end,
I'm only staying for my best friend.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough,
I'm sorry I can't be tough.

I'm sorry but what I am is gonna have to do,
I hope someday I'll be good enough for you.

I'm sorry I'm out of time,
I got to go do my crime.

I hope sometime again I'll see you soon,
but if not Goodbye to you!

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