Too damn tired, just waiting for you
Been too long guess I can't wait
It's too damn late
And everything I ever knew is wrong
Now that you've gone
I'm lost in my dreams, more nightmares these days
My eyes keep blinding me, staring into the gauze
Am I such a lost cause?
Can't fight my way out of the hamster wheel
It's been too long
Constant screams and cries of joy just can't escape
Can't get away from your evil ploy
Savaged in my dreams and in your icy smiles
Stranded in your arms
Lost all my will
As I am stuck here
Staring at you
Don't know what I can do
As long as I have you
I'm not alone
Can't bear to be alone
Crying by my eyes
But I keep the tears locked up inside
I know no other way
As long as you kiss the pain away
Sinking to the floor
Don't think I can care no more
Keep falling, sooty wings, clogged with dust
Keep falling and everything I love is lost
But then you come and grab my hand
Whisper in my ear and help me to stand
Just so you can throw me down
And I can fall again and again
Don't you ever tire of me, just pushing me around?
Never know where I am when you're around
Keep falling
My wings are breaking from the strain
My ears are ringing
Constant laughter
You're my pain
Now you see me do you smile?
As each time I fail something dies inside
And I'm brought back
As you cling to my bruised wrist
And I collapse once again under your touch
Each and every time
Each and every bloody time
**Ok once again this was pretty hard to categorise cos well whilst it is about love its not really any of the sub categories so i stuck it in desired cos i guess it is cos its not mutual. was thinking of putting it in sad but again it didn't really fit**
