Memo

I care for only you,
I dream of us together.
I'm thinking of those nights we spent,
Alone with no other.

The special words we sent,
The secrets which we share,
The long lost love we had,
All gone with the air.

Heart broken, stepped on and shattered,
Killing me inside out,
I hate those thoughts i have,
The poison which destroys all life.

With one more wish i'd have,
My final dream would be,
For you and me to of never of met,
For our love to never of been.

about my 'one true love'
it's so hard, i hurt so so much because of him, sometimes i just wish we'd never met.
you know i got in touch with him recently, it was amazing, so beautiful, we talked on the phone every night, we txted each other, accidently met face to face, but you know it was just too much. it was just too hard, so i had to end it. he hasn't changed a bit though, a year of not speaking etc and he's still the 14yr old boy i fell in love with! i was really confused about my emotions,
i saw him today, at the bus station, he kinda blanked me. harsh...but worth it.