How dare you
what did i ever do to you
that you are now forcing me to live a life
that is so hard
so painful
why must i suffer through this house
this house i horrible people
that truly don't care for me
nor will they love me
why must i go through everyday
at one moment or several
wishing that i was strong enough
so strong that i could take it all the way
and hold the god damn f''king gun to my head
and release
release because anymore
this pain is so deep
and i don't know what to do
because i am so sick of it
and i am getting so inpatient
with people
places
myself
why can't someone love me
and show me that they care
why can't he say yes
why can't he care
i just want to be in someone's arms
and for them to say
that everything is going to be okay
and they will make tomorrow a better day
how can you stop this simple wish
this simple want
this important need
i demand of you to stop this pain
i am so sick of it
i will gain anything from it
nor will i stand much longer for it
i am not threatening you
i am not telling you to do something
i am simply informing you
that if my demands
no gifts
that i have worked so long for
i have given it my all everywhere
that this is my prize
this is what i deserve
this is what you must do
if you want me to stay around
i do not wish to leave this world
but unless you make this happen
make my day a better one
all day
i know i am not good enough
i know i am not important
i see that
i feel that
i know that
but i am on my knees
i am going to tell you once
i am too weak
send me love
send me the hug of someone that makes me feel safe
and give them the words
to make it feel all better
like a cut on the knee
give me the chance to be happy
give me the chance to be free
give me the chance of happiness
if it were for just one day
or see me end this pain
my way
