MY SIN

Its been three weeks since the last time that I cut
And now that youve hurt me, I try not to give a f...
But you will never understand how much you mean to me
After saying that I love you, I thought it was clear to see

I can feel my heart breaking, it\'s sinking very low
But now Im not so sure how far Ill let it go
Maybe I should tell you that Im sitting here with my blade
Thinking of the memories, precious memories that we made

I didnt want to do this, hurt myself again
But it would really help if I could feel the pain
My tears are slow as they roll down my face
And now, after you, there is happiness I cannot trace

I tried to overcome this, i wanted to be strong
But when I thought that I could beat this, I couldnt be more wrong
So I take my blade and slowly slice my soft skin,
Feeling the pain, and commiting my dark sin

**I know this isnt a good poem, but I really need help with it, coz it sounds wrong, but i dunno how to fix it.. PLS COMMENT and help**