Maybe I'm scared,
Make I'm not prepared,
I hate being alone in the dark,
And feeling that no one cares.
I don't like to be lied to,
Or to be hurt out of the blue,
Sometimes I really just end up hating
And it's all aimed at you.
The feeling of not being good enough,
Or even noticed in my home,
I just want all the bad things to leave me alone.
The feeling of being sad,
It's driving me mad.
I want to say sorry,
For whatever I've put you through,
But it won't keep me from hating.
No one sees me here,
I'm really scared now,
And my vision isn't clear,
The tears they fall from my eyes,
Out of self control.
Remembering all these lies,
That led me to this dream,
They made me stop and notice,
Nothing is really what it seems.
Maybe I'm not old enough,
and need time to grow,
But even though I love you,
I feel like I have to let you go.
My mind tells me to,
But my heart keeps shouting no,
It aches and pains when I think of it,
But I don't know if I could ever lose you.
This may seem stupid,
Or maybe a little absurd,
But my mouth goes completely silent,
when I try to speak these words.
I don't want to let you go,
These are the things you'll never know.
For now I'll try to find my way,
I'll keep looking to the stars,
Even though I've had some rough times,
I'll fight away my scars.
And I know I'll be fine,
With the help of my friends,
The angels in my life.
Just to let you know,
You'll always be my Sacrifice.
