Love, Lies, Self Disgust,
Trust, Hate, Death and Lust,
Spinning, Falling, World of craze,
You lead me in and then leave me in a maze.
I can't find my way out,
It's driving me insane,
For all that I've been through,
It's always you that I blame.
But everything that I've been through,
Has brought me closer to you,
And for that I'm always sure that you care,
But alot of these wounds...they can't seem to repair;
Like a torn piece of cloth,
Or like a dying moth,
Nothing can fix it,
And if it is fixed,
It will never be the same.
I'll never forget you,
I'll always love you,
So don't ever forget my name.
I've felt the touch of an angel,
The stab of a knife,
But some of it's my fault,
And I have to pay the price,
I shut my eyes and go to sleep..
In the distance I can here a girl weep,
She's lost is sadness,
She has no way out,
She comes to me,
Her eyes are filled with doubt,
I listen to her pleas,
And I know I can relate,
But everything we've gone through,
Can all be blamed on fate.
Fate for which we can't control,
The moments in our time,
We all have our bad moments,
It's like we stand in a line;
Each of us takes our turn,
And then leaves with no responce,
Until we earn the freedom,
The freedom to move on,
To leave all the bad behind,
It's then when we have won;
Won the game of life,
Leaving with the good memories,
And never looking back,
The lessons we learn may seem to be hard,
But they are worth it,
And we are worth more then that.
So never give up,
Never hide away,
If you ever feel upset,
Then kneel beside your bed and pray,
Think of those who love you,
Thank god that you're alive,
I love you more then life itself,
And that will never become a lie.
I'll never lie to someone I love,
I never want to see you cry,
I will always be with you where ever you go,
Until the day that we die.
Heaven doesn't seem so far away,
And we will eventually fly.
So take these words,
Stash them far away,
Whenever you need to talk to me,
You will always find your way,
Remember the love I'm always sending to you,
Promise me one thing,
Don't ever say never,
And I hope and pray that we will always be together forever.