Where was he when i needed him!

Dont tell me hes up there listenin

dont tell me that he cares

if he truley cared for me

he would have answered my pleading prayer

where was he when i needed him

when i was being hurt

all those times i needed him

when i pleaded for his help

he never bothered to rescue me

what he let those savages do

take from me what cant be renewed

lost a peice of me that youll never see

if he really cared

it wouldnt have happend to me

i wouldnt be so scarred to dream

is easy for you to say

everything will be okay

dont tell me i should trust him

because i already did

so where was he when i needed him

when i was beaten black and blue

for things i DIDNT EVEN DO!

never once did i deserve

what i had received

if he has a plan

i really just dont care

i understand life just isnt fare

theres so much worse im being spaired

but live my life for 17years

youll understand all these tears

so where was he when i needed him

dont tell me im not alone

dont you see, ive been alone all along

yes its true, ive cried outloud for him

as i lay there taking what i was given

i cried my tears for him

too take me far away

but no, he left me

all alone to take the pain

im so tired of being afraid

so dont tell me im being stubborn

before you open your mouth

close your eyes and imagine

what ive felt, what ive experienced

now open your eyes

double that pain times a thousand

now tell me im wrong to doubt

where was he when i needed him!!