Lurking in my mind
in every hidden fear
to scared to glance behind
for he might be standing there
a hate for me that is so great
why is this my unlawful fate
what have i done to deserve this pain
have i really done something that insane
i thought that monster was gone for good
i thought my mind could rest at ease
but now hes coming back for me
its haunting me constantly
i feel my body dying deep inside
im already fading, just from the pain of waiting
when he catches upto me at last
i know i will have no chance
there will be no fight or struggle
his strength will overtake my body
you dont know what its like to sit in fear
wondering if he is near
just the memories of the past
make my body feel like glass
every painful blow i took
every second seem so slow
the heartless stare deep in his eyes
my body trembles
and my stomach twists
those shouts echo in my hollow mind
tearing me apart inside
please dear god im asking you
send me saints and angels too
dont let this monster take my soul
i have so much more to live for
if he gets his beast like hands on me
the pain will go far beyond just misery
the thought of what he\'ll do to me
god send your angels fast to me
i beg you please
dont let him do this to me
hes done it once, hes done its twice
i can feel his rough hands on me
throwing me about, then onto the balcony
Stranggled, beaten, mangled and satbbed
just try to imagine
another human
with hands clentched around your throat
as air escapes but cannot enter
eyes stare deep into mine
almost a hint of pleasure
in those glassy heartless eyes
a spark of delight
at the thought of taking my life
