Wonderings

Sometimes I'm wondering
what you would do,
if I would go somewhere
without telling you.

Without even telling
the reason I'd gone,
just hiding the truth,
like clouds hiding the sun.

Yet most times I wonder
why I'm trying to
imagine me living
a life without you.

For only the thought
of you being away,
hurts more than a heartbreak,
and therefore I stay.

Because of all feelings
I feel, this one's true:
There's no one I love
as much as I love you.