Trapped in a world i cant escape from
I am brought pain from every one
The same faces will always come
Ready to end it all
Just shoot myself
And put the bullet through the wall
I cry myself to sleep
I cant stand it
I have fallen so deep
Everything is such a blur
The same drama will soon acure
The same fights
Plz lord just turn out the lights
Turn down the sound
Make sure no-ones around
Just plz leave me alone
I let out a quivering moan
As light is brought to the day
I realize the tortures that will come
And i slowly decay
I have no-one to save me
Holding the door to happiness, but with no key
I die
Knowing this whole time, itz been a lie
Lying about how happy i was
Keeping it to myself just because
I am always put down
Slowly slipping to the ground
Maybe they will change
Hoping that they might
I embrace the night
Sleep is were I'm safe
Were i cant be hurt
With out it, I'd put my self 6 feet below the dirt
So as i rest my head
I'm still no quite dead
Pretty much dieing
from all the lying
I am peacefully safe