The End of Time And Eternity

Is there a way I'll ever get out of here
Out of this horrible life I live
Out of the only way I survive
I still don't know how I'm alive
I've given living all that I can give
And in the shadows of my fears is how I live
Just walking around with a smile on my face
While knowing inside I want to get out of this place
When I think back on all that I've done
It seems the enemy has already won
I can't get out
No matter how hard I try
No one knows what I'm about
No one knows why I cry
So I walk in the shadows of my fears
Forever trying to hide my tears
For always trying to find my way out
I forgot what living life is all about
Now all I see in front of me
Is the end of time and eternity