I always would

I//d always let you borrow my pencil
I//d always give you my food
I//d always let you copy my homework
To me I//d let you be rude

All the harsh comments you made
I//d let them drift over my head
But when I do one tiny thing wrong
You make me feel like I should be dead

So when you//ve gone I cry
Because I know you//ll always hold a grudge
I know that this will not fade
From this silence you will not budge

At night I do not cry myself to sleep
Instead of that I bleed
Now I don//t know what to do
I would always follow you would always lead

I always looked up to you
But I know how pathetic that//s sounds
I always used to wish I was you
But now are friendship//s shattered on the ground

But now I dread tomorrow
Each and everyday
Scared to just sit next to you
How hurtful will be the things you say?

I can//t believe I let you,
Let you treat me like complete shit
And now I totally sucking up to you
Youâ??re tearing my hart up into little bits

But I know you don//t care
Your lifeâ??s better off without me

But I can//t help remembering
That time upon the sea
We were singing at jelly fish
Seeing how many there would beâ?¦

That was when you were my best friend, my world, my everything and you loved me nearly as much as I loved youâ?¦

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