Guys in the past

I have had,
guys in the past.
When I told them bout love,
they were gone way too fast.

This time I was certain,
guys never change;
but i got with you any way,
awaiting the strange.

It felt different this time,
it's like we had grown;
this relationship was better,
cuz I didn't feel alone.

In others past,
I was always afraid,
he would leave too fast -
or I would get played.