Will I see you again?

I can't believe that you are now gone....
it seems that only yesterday
we were talking on the phone and making plans for the future...
this just goes to show you that the future can hold anything....
I know you are still with me, though
sometimes when I'm sitting up in my room, I can still feel your touch on my skin, giving me chills and making me shiver.
And then I feel your smile, that heavenly sight that was rarely seen by anyone but me and I wonder why you had to go...
Was there that much sadness hidden behind your smile?
A sadness that no one had seen...
there are so many questions that were left unanswered...
will I see you in heaven... or is heaven just a figure of our imagination that we create in order for us to cope with the sadness of losing someone that we love?
I don't think that anyone truly knows what lies beyond this life...
but it does give me some comfort to think that I might see you again in the distant future.
Anyone who has lost someone knows just how I'm feeling right now...
I loved him so much,
I miss him so much,
will I see him again?