Today i went to see my dad,
for the first time in years.
My emotions mixed up between happy and sad.
But when i saw his face my eyes filled up with my emotional tears.
I had so many question for him,
like why did u hit my mother?
But all i did was stand still,
I didn want to move any closer.
He came closer to me with a look of worry on his face.
He reached out his hand out for me to take.
I didn take his hand, because of the hate that i have for him.
He asked me why i was crying.....
i answered \'because i thought u was going to be a monster,
But you look just like me. smiling he said \'after all you are my daughter\'.
But when he sed this i reminded him \'i am only your daughter through DNA, you were not there for my childhood days\'
My farther looked to the ground, with a silent sadened sound.
I sadly spoke \' i carnt forgive you for your sinful ways, the way to treated mam back in the days \'.
He closed his eyes with regret, he lifted his head from the concrete cold floor, opened his eyes and said \' i cannot expect you to love me like a daughter should, for i have been a terrible farther to you and your brother and as a husband to your mother, but i want you to know tha I am sorry, there are not strong enough words that express my feelings\'
THese words were not my needings.... of my farther.....for i needed him take time back and not make us suffer.
Today i seen my farther.............
