Everything To Me

It has only been
a couple of days.
I couldnt really see,
through this gray haze.

I have looked and looked,
but its not enough.
I want to cry over you,
No! I've got to be tough.

I thought you were everything,
The moon and the stars.
To stay with you i know
would not get me very far.

The things we talked about,
The days we had shared,
The hurt that i feel,
Can not be compared.

The hurt i felt
The tears i shed.
To feel that once more,
I'd rather be dead.