All the things happening around me
how did this all come to be?
What I once thought was good, is now bad.
Forgetting and losing, all I had.
Please let me end this life
I've once again turned to the knife.
There is nothing worth living in this pain
Watch the blood pour from the vein
Im so tired, my vision is fading
My feelings of self-worth; so degrading.
I wish only to escape, this life of mine
I hope this comes true, all within time.
I see you holding, soft hands entwined
So many answers, I need to find.
Inside my chest, my heart screams.
I cannot even escape through my dreams.
Pounding headaches, just need rest
So many thoughts, so much stress.
So many things, wanting to be
While Im craving, just to be free.
Please help me escape this world
Ive seen many tragedies, left unfurled
My own sins, haunt my mind
feeling so lonely, and left behind.
What is the point, please tell me.
There areso many things, I cannot see.
To all these things, I hold within
I know that I, am giving in.....
