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by xLongxXxLostx May 16, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Take a look in my sunken eyes and tell me again that it\'ll be just fine. I know honestly, its full of lies... I know I\'m not okay this time... My heart is sore, and feels so broken but it wasnt ever whole, so thats not it. I leave so many words unspoken. There are so many things, I cant admit I know this battle, I have lost. So many things I left alone My life no longer has a cost And there are so many things unknown. Why should I bother? Why do I care? Please my holy father, Just hear my prayer.... ----- \"I wish you to take my soul tonight, tattered and tainted, lost without light, Take it home, and set it free. Let it get far from me. Let it live, the life I cant. Just this one thing, I ask you to grant. Let it fly, soar, up high... dont let it shrivle, whither and die... Let it grow, thrive and feel joy dont let it be a tortured toy. I want to feel that freedom, deep within I want the burden lifted, of my sin....\" ----- Now is that so much to ask? I am only a teenage girl... why must I feel so much pain of the world? One little prayer, just so I know that youre there. My last little bit of hope, before I tied that knotted rope.... One ray of light, that shines so thin.... Reminding me, that darkness musent win....