When will I know?

How do I not no why these tears fall?
Do they come on their own
Or do i hide them deep inside?

How can I not let myself be free!
Instead of being so so tame?
When inside i scream into the wind
Only to be shut out by the sound.

What can i do to help myself out?
When I'm sitting alone on a street curb
waiting to be sought out.

When will i be heard?
do they even notice me?
Just please let me help!
You don't know what I am about...

You know i love you.
I say it everyday
You know you do too.
But how will I truly know?

I can't tell if your using me.
Is this just a lie?
Your way of having fun instead of being my guy?

But what happens when i found out this truth?
Will i be saying a lie?
How can I say your my baby?
When you don't even try...