I miss you soo much
i know where you are
but i cant tell anyone
i want to
but i don't know what would be better..
go home to parents who beat you and are stoned..
or stay with your friend where you "supposeley" are...
i hope that you are safe
and i just dont no what to do
i want to tell but i only want the best for you..
yesterday you tried to end your life
getting high just wasn't enough...
the knife to your heart
the siren comes.. your cought..
So today you decided to take another move
you would run away
hope no one would find you.. for that matter... look?
skip school durring the day..
you tell me in hope i wont tell..
and i wont, but right now my mixed feelings make me wonder..
.. if i turn you in... will it get worse?
will you attempt again but really suceed?
would it be my fault if you did?
..why did you leave me with so many questions..
Knowing i can't do anyting
i sit here crying
hoping where ever you are you aren't thinking about dying..
because i love you..
and i just cant bare to lose another friend..
your parents are so worried
they seem so nice on the phone
your step mom said your dad was taking off work..
they wouldnt be sleeping to night becasue of their hoping fright
that you are ok...
i know you might not belive they love you
but im sure they do
and if they dont,
you have to do some other solution than hide
other than take your life
find somewhere to go
if it means that much to you...
but please come back... we miss you so..
