This insantity is taken me over

Please feel the pain each day i endure,
once you have felt it please find a cure.
I'm scared that it wont ever go away,
i tell myself thats the end of it everyday.
but then when the day turns to darkness,
i crept the side off my blood covered bed,
and i prey that it will be over soon,
and on that blade i wish i was dead.
its an addiction i have tried to conquer,
but it pulls me back to wards the knife,
please please find a cure for this insanity,
before it ends my lonely life.

please comment and vote on this: id do the same.