Mom im really likin this change
im happy fo u
but im still not sho
if i shoudl trust u agian
cause i have dat fear in ma heart
dat ur gonna hurt me again
i don\'t wanna think dat way
but i really don\'t kno wut else to think
im likin da mom u r now
i just hope and pray
u stay dis way
and we can just pick up
where we left off
fo get all da stuff
from da past
i kno im still mad at u
fo leavin me wit charlie
but mom im tryin so hard
to just fo give and fo get
but all da abuse i got
just sticks in ma head
and i just wish
it\'d all go away
but it just sits there
fo me to think about
and sometimes tears come to ma ojos ( eyes)
i just hate rememberin all dat
but its just tooo hard
u kno dat sayin mom
everything happens fo a reason
wut was da reason fo dat
cause i don\'t understand
and all he says is
its ma fault
ma fault fo his yellin
ma fault fo him hittin me
ma fault
so i just started to think mom
is it ma fault fo all his abuse?
