I Try

I try so hard to share,
But they do not care,
They do not understand,
How I'm stuck in a lonely land,

Sometimes I try to hide,
The things I can't confide,
I try so hard to be loved,
Until I get shoved,

I love them so much,
A love tahy can not touch,
To hide these things, I do lie,
Until my feelings die,

I rest uneasily in my pit of despair,
My fears around me, pulling at my hair,
I tried to run,
But now it's all done,

Each cut is deeper,
Like a hill, becoming steeper,
The blade is quick and fast,
My love, my pain, will always last...