In Loving Memory~

On May 15, 2005 My grandfather died.
On May 15, 2005 I cried.

As i watched him lie in that bed and slowly pass away I felt half of my heart leave with him.

As of today i still cry.
I still wanna know why then...
I sat there in that hospital and watched him die. I held his hand and kissed his cheek..I told him i loved him...more than once.

Sometimes when it rains...I'll talk to him. I'll ask him if he knows that i will watch over our family.

My dads sick now...He don't feel to well.
I'm going to do something about it this time. I won't let my heart burn in hell for watching.

I feel guilty for not doing anything when my papa died. I won't let that happened to my dad.

One more thing I'd Like to say...

Papa...I love you times 3!

**On May 13 I told him i loved him, his reply was I love you times 2. I didn\\\'t tell him then but i love him times 3**