Choke

I miss your kiss, your touch.
i need your love, without you i dont have much.
i cant go on , i wont, i refuse.
b.c w/o you in this game of love, i know ill loose.
together we were perfect, we completed eachother.
but no , you turned me suicidal , a loser , a cutter.
i wont last long,this is my last cry.
on the floor, in my own blood ill lye.
wishing you would save me and hold me tight.
and ill listen to your "im sorry" , throughout the night
everything will be better , no more tears.
and will be together till the last of our years.
i tryed moving on , it just brought more pain.
people talk about me going insaine.
saying im crazy, retarded and hung up.
all of my family think im even druged up.
look at me now , right in the eyes.
and say it once again,\"i hope you effing choke and die.\"