Escaping life

My world is crashing down
Inside I am everything but fine
I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to escape this life I have
My only friend is the blade I hold in my hand
I slide the blade slowly across my wrist
I watch the crimson blood drip down my arm falling to the floor as the tears fall down my face like the rain outside my window
Everything seems to happen in a beat
first a drop of blood
then a tear or two
then thunder and a flash of lightning
My head starts spinning, my world fading like the shadows of the dark night.
My world goes black as I feel my head hit the hard cold floor never to reopen my eyes again, knowing I have finally escaped life