Crying for love

As the salty pearl
Drops down my cheek
My eyes glaze over
And I feel weak
This helplessness overwhelming
My senses succumb
That tidal wave sweeps over
And I am numb

When did you last cry
For the one you loved?
Feel that ache inside
From that one thought
The silence surrounds
Suffocating secrets
Eager to break free
I hold them fast

For as much as I love
And as much as I care
I could break your heart
When I see you just there
Happy you are
And happy you'll be
Whilst I look away
Your with her instead of me