The Pain you Caused

I sit here and cry because you called my a S*l*u*t. Now i take this knife and i begin to cut.
Sawing and Cutting, trying to find the vein, watching the blood slowly drip into the drain.
You're the love of my life, but you hurt me so; please go away, just let me go.
You're torturing my heart with your cruel ways; ripping all of my inner emotions apart and throwing them away.
I've never thought about losing you; but i have the knife and i know exactly what to do.
Sit back and relax; calm myself down; cut at my wrist and not make a sound.
Drifting off into a killing sleep, dreaming of the life you have given me.
I'll be here for you when you need me in the end, hold me close forever to you heart even though u may think I'm dead.