I'll Never

For the hurt you've caused,
I don't need your apology,
if you just would stop lying,
it'd be enough for me.

all the shit you tell my friends,
who seem to believe it all.
yes, you've broken me,
but did you expect me to crawl?

why can't you face the truth?
why do you want to hide?
stop talking about yourself,
cause you don't have a pride.

you're a loser,
in every single way,
you can't be yourself,
and not a useful thing to say.

are you so ashamed of yourself?
is that the reason why?
because I won't give you,
the pleasure to see me cry.

are you so pathetic
that you have to pretend?
you'll get stuck in your web of lies,
is that how you want to end?

why did you act,
as if you really did care?
why did you act,
as if you were really there?

why did you act,
as if you had a heart?
has it only been acting?
acting from the start?

please know,
I'll never forgive,
and I spit.
on the fact that you live.

*I hate you*