What You Made Me Do..

My reflection starring back at me, at least thats what I
think, mascara tears running down my cheeks, onto the page, smudged ink, Im reaching out, its you I need, why can you not
see, I never used to be like this, with the way things used to
be. You promised me forever, said that it was unconditional
love, now Im wandering whether, id rather be up
above. I reach out for it, the thing that can make the pain
end, no ones here to stop me, you were my one true
friend. I look at myself, my eyes screaming out for
help, I look back down at the knife, feeling things Ive never
felt before I met you and you messed up my
mind, if I had one wish it would be to turn back the
time, I no that its not possible, I live my life with what you
did, or I put an end to it right now, here, while Im still only a
kid, my whole life is ahead of me, I cant bare it without
you, it would be worth nothing, but no one has a
clue. Now the time has come, I stick it into my
wrist, my love for you flowing out my wound, whilst I think of the last time we kissed