Lost forever

Another tear stained letter
Another forgotton song
Another year without you
And still it's you I long

I don't know why I do it?
But each time it's the same
I have to hear your voice
But then it eats into my brain

I KNOW that it won't work
Yet still I call you up
Then dream dreams from that old Lucifer
And wake up with a chill

I loved you from the first time
That I saw you out that night
And five years after losing you
I love, without a right

I'm so sorry that I hurt you
But believe, I've paid my dues
My life without you being here
Is no life at all... I'm bruised.