I can't take this anymore. The ups and downs are too much for me to deal with. The pressure is finally getting to me. It's eating me up inside and out. They wont leave me alone. They wont let me live my life. They have to ruin everything. I'm sick to my stomach. I want to vomit. So many things are spinning around me and I stand here, right in the middle and take it all in, breathing slowly. I close my eyes but I can still see them. They wont go away. They haunt me. I just want to be free. Leave me alone. Please, someone help me, before I fade away.
